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[11:50 PM on Thursday,
September 18, 2008] |
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I'm so numb it's disgusting.
We both know what we need to do, but neither one of us want to face it.
When it comes down to it, nobody wants to face reality; we just want to go on pretending like everything is okay.
Nobody wants to hurt, to be sad and lonely. Even if it means happiness in the end. But the end is far and the present is here. The present is what will keep us in a rut until we finally see the bigger picture. Ignorance is bliss.
I should write for Grey's Anatomy.
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| Let it Snow. |
[3:48 AM on Saturday,
December 22, 2007] |
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Well here I am in Wisconsin. Sad to be away from friends but nice to see family.
I pretty much already had christmas. My beautiful boyfriend bought me a ring! (Not an engagment ring or anything!) That was my favorite present. And maybe the fake ID my mom found for me since the bastards at Peabody's took mine. Other than that Christmas was good.
Now Im stuck up here for 10 days probably ending up to be bored out of my mind. I'll get some good shopping done. And I'm soooo excited to eat at my favorite restraunt Maggianos!! YUMM!
New Years will probably be one of the worst since everyone is going to Vegas. Oh well. Least I will be home for it spending it with close friends. Well I'm going to try and go to bed. Tomorrow we're food shopping and hopefully finding a gym=] ps. I'm watchin James and the Giant Peach! I love this movie!!
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| I joined the workforce! Hey hey! |
[12:59 AM on Monday,
June 25, 2007] |
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 excited |
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music |
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Tegan and Sara-the Con |
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I am a rich lady. Well not really but since I have never made money before, it's amazing! I don't mind working either. Keeps my summer from being boring. AND I made new friends!
So everyone come and visit me at TGI Fridays!!!!!
<3
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[5:27 PM on Sunday,
May 6, 2007] |
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mood |
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rejected |
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music |
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coldplay-fix you |
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I used to never care, now i cant stop.
actions speak louder than words.
all I hear is volume. Your volume.
It pierces the ackward silences
yet is paralyized by reality.
I know what I know,
I believe in what you say.
But without motions
a sound wont matter
not now, not ever, especially not today.
I used to never care, now I cant stop.
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| I want a puppy. |
[5:31 PM on Monday,
March 19, 2007] |
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mood |
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 cheerful |
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music |
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Azure Ray-Sleep |
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Golly Golly. I start college soon. I will have to be a big girl on many levels. Im excited!
I am so content with life at the moment. I don't think I've had things so figured out. I got wonderful friends, a perfect boyfriend, and a supporting family. I even got a brand new car!
23 days left and any stress I have will be gone.
=D
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| <3 |
[2:54 PM on Wednesday,
February 14, 2007] |
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mood |
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ecstatic |
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music |
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Bloc Party-Prayer |
] |
I have the BEST boyfriend who puts the BIGGEST smiles on my face!! =D
Happy V-day everyone!
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| Ready for the weekend |
[5:02 PM on Thursday,
February 8, 2007] |
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mood |
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happy |
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music |
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Fergie-Big Girls Dont Cry |
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I surprised my mom at work today with a card, her favorite candy, and a balloon for Her birthday.
I don't think her smile could have gotten any bigger.
=D
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| Im millions of miles away yet this is the closest i have ever been to you. |
[10:03 PM on Tuesday,
December 26, 2006] |
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mood |
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content |
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music |
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Gin Blossoms-Follow You Down |
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Im really great. Greatest I've ever been.
Im letting school not over power me,
Im slowly breaking down the wall I have built up inside,
Im realizing I do have friends. Good ones. Lots of em!
Im spending a bunch of family time.
Im actually smiling real smiles. A lot.
Im doing things for me.
Im happy.
Beat that.
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[11:39 PM on Sunday,
December 10, 2006] |
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I don't think this smile has left my face all weekend.
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| oh lucky me. |
[11:57 PM on Tuesday,
December 5, 2006] |
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mood |
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 sleepy |
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today blew.
tomorrow will be worse.
Thursday will be nerve racking.
Friday a relief.
That is my week in a nut shell.
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| I couldn't ask for... |
[11:59 AM on Sunday,
December 3, 2006] |
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mood |
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happy |
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music |
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+ 44-when your heart stops beating |
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a better feeling.
reassure me, will you?
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| I can't wait till winter. |
[9:50 PM on Sunday,
October 22, 2006] |
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mood |
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sleepy |
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music |
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Yeah Yeah Yeahs-Cheated Heart |
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I make everything into a plan.
I am a planner.
I like to multi-task too.
I sometimes wish I wasn't a planner.
But at least that means I am dependable.
That also opens up a new subject.
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[5:35 PM on Monday,
August 28, 2006] |
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Is a day a week worth it?
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[8:21 PM on Monday,
August 7, 2006] |
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mood |
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excited |
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music |
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snow patrol-chasing cars |
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Yikes!
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| your break the silence. |
[3:51 PM on Monday,
July 31, 2006] |
You broke my heart in your hurtful ways.
That I just hope you can pick up the pieces and put it back together before it's too late.
Imissyou.
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| I come home tomorrow. =] |
[10:43 PM on Saturday,
July 22, 2006] |
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mood |
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thankful |
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I shucked corn today.
How many people can say that?!
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| he puts a smile on my face=D |
[8:49 AM on Monday,
June 26, 2006] |
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cheerful |
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| From: |
 It is Eye, Steve
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| Date: |
Jun 26, 2006 8:42 AM Flag spam/abuse. [ ? ] |
| Subject: |
you are a... |
| Body: |
beautiful
wonderful
smart as hell
loving
understanding
warm
with soft amazing boobs
person who I'm going to write a poem for.
L is for Loving. I could love you forever
I is for Inspiring. You help me find what it is inside me to get things accomplished
N is for your Neck and how I love to kiss it.
D is for Delicious. Especially when you're naked
S is for how Special you are to me. (special x a billion. no...a trillion)
E is for Extraordinary, like how you looked when you went to prom.
Y is for Your face. I love it.
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| MTV is gettin worse. |
[11:29 AM on Tuesday,
June 13, 2006] |
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After you go grocery shopping, don't you just want to try a little of everything you bought?
I do.
Hey guys Im tan. Im not joking. And I like it!
<3
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| brief dissapointment |
[7:34 PM on Thursday,
June 1, 2006] |
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mood |
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 contemplative |
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music |
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Shrek 2 |
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Im broke as a joke.
and I leave for 7days Sunday on the World's largest ship.
Im going to work on my tan and take lots of pictures.
So Lets hope I don't sink.
<3
I love my boyfriend to pieces.
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| maybe some new hair will cheer me up. |
[6:22 PM on Thursday,
May 18, 2006] |
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mood |
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 stressed |
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music |
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Paramore-Emegency |
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this is all too much
im going to snap.
things might get ugly.
I want to be normal, please.
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